I’ve always had a problem with dogmas and people telling others whats right and what’s wrong.
From a very early age, I’ve always had the feeling there’s more to this reality than what we are told.
I’ve always been seen by others as weird. At first I thought I had a problem. More recently I have accepted my own uniqueness and I guess thats what’s made me the happiest I’ve ever been, knowing and accepting thyself. What a journey!
My name is Vera, Im 33, going on 34 soon, and I’m a single mum to a lovely 6 year-old beautiful princess. Im not the average mum either but we are happy together. I live now in sunny Lisbon, the capital city of Portugal, Cristiano’s Ronaldo home country 
, in the south west corner of Europe, next to Spain and the Atlantic Ocean. I’ve lived in the UK for a few years too. Its my second home. I love both Portugal and the UK, for different reasons. I chose to return to Portugal to be near my family.
Family is important to me and sadly I haven’t been able to start my own family as I’ve taken the hard decision to leave my husband when my daughter was only 2. Its been hard raising a kid on your own, not just financially, emotionally and physically too. My parents have been the best grand-parents I could have asked for. They are great and I love them to bits. I’ve had an on-off relationship with an adorable bloke but we seem to be in different stages in life, so its been hard and we are not together now. I love him loads and I see him as a life companion, whatever that means, together as a couple or not, there is love between our souls and thats all it matters, at least to me. It is nice having him in my life anyway <3
I may not have been able to start my own family unit as I’ve always dreamt of but I’m happy now that I have finally accepted that. Life is what it is. Accepting it, even when its hard, is the only option. I like to repeat to myself over and over again “The only way is forward my dear”. Easier said than done, of course. Taking benefit of everything the secret to letting go, from my personal experience. I would like to have more children too, lets see what the future holds for me. I can always adopt anyway later on.
This blog is meant to be my own way of sharing thoughts, mine and other people, as alternative explanations to reality.
This doesn’t mean I am against everything accepted as official and I don’t believe all conspiracy theories. My main goal is to explore all viewpoints and see which one makes more sense to me and maybe to you. I like the idea of using my own mind, you see. Give me raw information and I’ll analyse it, using my own mind. Thats what I like.
My main interests in life are hypnosis, neuroscience, neuro-linguitic programming, physics and molecular biology. I know, I’m a nerd.
I love my family, nature, travel and having fun, as much as I can! And I have loads of pets, namely lambs, cat, ducks, chicken, rabbits and fish and I love them all
Reality as we now is to me an illusion, nothing but a dream.
There’s a quote from Bill Hicks, an American stand up comedian that I love and sums up what this blog is all about:
“There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and WE, we are the imagination of ourselves”.
We live in a matrix, in a mass hypnotic trance, its time to wake up and regain our power to change our lives for the best.
No one wants wars, except those who sell weapons and rebuild destroyed countries to make profit, no one will ever tell us the real cure to cancer because cancer is a very profitable disease, and no one will ever take banks to court because banks own us, we spent a lifetime paying a mortgage for f***s sake.
Enough of slavery. I believe we are being os love. Love is the great healer, the only thing that is real, everything else is an illusion. Only love is eternal.
Hope you enjoy my blog and feel free to comment or share your own viewpoints. <3
Love,
Vera
